Well, after reading my last few posts, I can see that many things have changed in the past year. I am currently not going out with CC any longer. Probably better for both of us anyway. We still talk once in awhile, and I wish her the best, but it was just never going to work out with us anyway. Since then, I have had a few brief dating periods with about 3 or 4 different women, but nothing that ever got serious at all. I have also had quite a few one night stands that I may tell you about later on.
Like I mentioned in my previous post, I do have a new job, and I also live in a different city and state. I am not sure that I will mention who I work for, or where I live now. It really isn’t relevant at this point. If a story later on needs that information, I may give it out, but until then, you will have to guess. Although I did move out of state, I am still only about a 2.5 hour drive from my previous location. My new job involves a lot of travel, all over the U.S. So far I love what I am doing, and get along with everyone I work with. The only drawback is that most of my co-workers are married and I really don’t have anyone to go out with here. I am currently looking for new friends to hang out with, but it seems like I am never in town. Oh well, such is life, I will figure things out eventually.
I guess I have either grown up a little, or just accepted my life in the last year. I no longer call my ex for anything other than to talk about our kids. Before, I always hoped and wanted us to get back together. Now I just want to find a way to make myself happy. “It’s all about me baby.” Actually, I hope she is happy also. I know that she is dating, and my only concern is that whatever guy, scumbag, idiot, slob, or dork she brings home is good to my kids. Actually, I hear that she is currently seeing a nice guy, and I haven’t heard anything bad about him from my children, so all is well. This doesn’t mean I would pass up the chance to get her in bed again for a little action, but she is not the best I have had, just the one I felt the most comfortable with probably because we spent a decade or more together.
Right now I am currently seeing a girl whom I met just before I moved for my new job. We dated for about 2 months before I moved. I do like her, but I am not sure this is going to work out. First off, living 2.5 hours apart doesn’t sound like much, but the drive sure does get old after a while. Also, she has a job where she has to work weekends, so when I do have a free weekend to see her, she may be working. Even if we did live in the same city, I am not sure things would work out in the long run. Right now I am at the point where a decision should be made. I don’t want to drag things out if I know that they are not going anywhere, but I also want to give things a chance. If we lived closer, I’m positive that I would already know the answer to this question. But after a few weeks apart, when we do finally get together, things seem great. I have been married; I know that the problems come with living with someone everyday, 7 days a week. Seeing her twice a month is more like having a f-buddy than anything else. I suppose we will have to have a discussion about this soon, not looking forward to that. Just for future posts, I am going to give this girl a name - Amy (Obviously not her real name.)
There is a general update of my current situation, I’m sure I left a bunch of things out, but hopefully they will come up in later posts.
Note to self for stories I need to tell: Going away party, my f-buddy, first night with Amy, work travel, and Vegas trip. That’s all I can think of right now.