Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Game II

Well, I didn't get a chance to post yesterday. So I will start out with Monday night.

I got home from work, and it was like 90 degrees out. I was very windy, but I love the heat and the sun, so I got my shorts on and headed for the pool. (I miss nude beaches) I layed by the pool for about 30 minutes and then decided to jump in. The water was a little cold, but I expected that since I was getting hot laying in the sun. What I didn't expect was freezing when I got out. It was so windy that it felt like 60 degrees. I just sat there and shivered for a while until I dried off, then it was all good again.

Later, I had to go to my sons' baseball game. They have so much fun out there but it isn't very exciting to watch. Of course my ex-wife was there also. I wasn't going to talk to her at all, because it still hurts, but she came over and starting asking about something. In the back of my mind I was thinking about how hot she looked, and if there was any possibility of getting her let me come over after the boys went to sleep. I never did ask her that, but I was thinking it the whole time.

I'm not sure if I mentioned it in this blog before, but after we separated, I would still go over to her(our) house ever once in a while to have a little fun time. She is not the best looking woman I have ever been with, doesn't have the best body either, but she makes me the hottest of anyone. Then after the divorce, she cut me off and said that it just wouldn't be right for us to continue this any longer. Heck, that was what we/I always did best. Actually, I think she needed to stay away from me so that she could move on, the only problem is that I still can not, I always fantasize about her. Heck with any movie stars or models, I what my ex.... I'm such a loser. I even happened to see her again at lunch today. I don't think she saw me, but I wanted to jump her and have a nooner as soon as I saw her. (I may need professional help.)

Anyway, Monday night after the game, I was all horned up from seeing the ex, that I called CC(Cruise chick) on my way home. It didn't sound like she was interested, but then she finally asked if I was going to invite her over. I just said, "You're not on your way yet, what is wrong with you." Of course, me being the free spirit I always am, I was laying on my couch naked. (I never wear clothes at home.) When she got there, I jumped in the shower quick and then put a robe on so she didn't feel uncomfortable. We watched a movie, talked, and just layed on the couch. I knew she was there for the night, so there was no hurry. I thought we were going to get to some serious humping action, but after I went down on her for 45 minutes, (she was shaking like a leaf in a hurricane) she returned the favor, and then we held each other until we fell to sleep.

I probably should have never called her. Now I am going to have this girlfriend thing over my head and I hate being mean to women. I will have to sit her down and explain how I feel and tell her the truth. I just don't want to make her cry or feel bad.

On Tuesday I didn't do much, but lay on the couch (naked) and watch the Pistons game. I am still to angry to talk about it, but the Pistons should be ahead 2-0 right now. Maybe I will report more on that tomorrow.


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